It's Saturday

First of all this pic has nothing to do with this blog I just love this pic of my daughter!

Well I am trying to get better at blogging again. I warn you that I am in a deep thought mood. How amazing is it that before we all were borned that God knew us. He made us & knew us before the foundations of the world. Then He sent His son to save us and did this before we were borned. Out of His love He saved us. Without Him we would not even be here.


I tend to proclaim all the time about a God that is all powerful and all present. I would be one of the first to tell you how God has healed me in so many amazing ways and many of you have seen it before your own eyes. I would shout from a mountain top how much God loves you and how amazing His forgivness is. With all of this said I still want to hide when God opens doors and ask me to go through them. I stuggle with the "Who am I to do that?" question and "Are You for real?" remark.


Seriously where is the line that you cross and finally give your everything into the hands that created you? I think that at that point is where the peace that passes all understanding is and that joy that is everlasting stays with you. It's that place where you finally realize that I am tired of fighting the very thing I want. I tired of trying to fit in with the people around me and instead I am running into my Makers arms where I belong. I am ready and I am in His arms and saying ok I am ready lets go.

I am standing with the One who gives me His strength, His provision, His Health, and He is everything that I need. With Him I am walking forward.

He is everything that you need come walk with us

Ok facebook addict repenting #2

Hi everyone

I have to admit I have been on facebook alot and have not took the time to blog. But I have been reading blogs. I guess one of the reasons that I have not blogged is that there has been so much going on that I don't have anything to say! :-) I know that probably does not make sense but ......well it's me!

I was in Haiti in February and discovered I love being a Mom. I love my daughter and I love how much Jarod loves being her Dad. Here is a pic. I will try to blog more but if you don't see me for awhile come look in facebook. :-)

3:45 am Confessions (or at least it was)

Blog saved by Sarah Olsen...........Thank you Sarah

I Kelly Fehrenbacher am a facebook addict. My addiction started really slow and then the access of having it run behind what you are really suppose to be doing all day made it even harder to say no. Then the way you can download all your pics and it does not take three years made it even more tough to just say no. There it is now maybe knowing my addiction will help me move on or just maybe not forget to post! Seriously if I am gone for a real long time come find me on facebook and make sure that I am at least sleeping a little :-)



Last week I had to face my addiction ...I was at work looking for a program to stop employees from facebooking at work with facebook up on the next tab. Yes it's sad but true.



I am doing great! I am a little busy at work and my sleep pattern is a little messed which might be the reason I am in my office at 3:45 in the morning! But it is so awesome what God is doing. By the way my last trip to Haiti was awesome. I love being a Mom! I am so blessed by God to be where I am at.



I think sometimes we look so much at what has not happened that we don't realize all that could have happened. I met a person last week that has been struggling their whole lives because of abuse and addiction. As we started talking we realized that some of the things that she has experience not only were close to mine but without our knowing they overlapped. As I was talking to her God whispered to me His love.



See I have been so busy trying to improve everything that I missed the awesome hand of God that has been guiding me through the things that I could not even see. We don't thank God enough. We don't give Him credit enough! We don't understand His love for us enough!



Please take time today and thank God for the things that He protected you from and brought you from that you did not even see. Thank Him today for just His love that is so vast that our minds can't wrap around it. Thank Him today for the things that you have accomplished that you took the credit for and really it is all His.



God is so beautiful! He is so awesome!