It's Saturday

First of all this pic has nothing to do with this blog I just love this pic of my daughter!

Well I am trying to get better at blogging again. I warn you that I am in a deep thought mood. How amazing is it that before we all were borned that God knew us. He made us & knew us before the foundations of the world. Then He sent His son to save us and did this before we were borned. Out of His love He saved us. Without Him we would not even be here.


I tend to proclaim all the time about a God that is all powerful and all present. I would be one of the first to tell you how God has healed me in so many amazing ways and many of you have seen it before your own eyes. I would shout from a mountain top how much God loves you and how amazing His forgivness is. With all of this said I still want to hide when God opens doors and ask me to go through them. I stuggle with the "Who am I to do that?" question and "Are You for real?" remark.


Seriously where is the line that you cross and finally give your everything into the hands that created you? I think that at that point is where the peace that passes all understanding is and that joy that is everlasting stays with you. It's that place where you finally realize that I am tired of fighting the very thing I want. I tired of trying to fit in with the people around me and instead I am running into my Makers arms where I belong. I am ready and I am in His arms and saying ok I am ready lets go.

I am standing with the One who gives me His strength, His provision, His Health, and He is everything that I need. With Him I am walking forward.

He is everything that you need come walk with us

Ok facebook addict repenting #2

Hi everyone

I have to admit I have been on facebook alot and have not took the time to blog. But I have been reading blogs. I guess one of the reasons that I have not blogged is that there has been so much going on that I don't have anything to say! :-) I know that probably does not make sense but ......well it's me!

I was in Haiti in February and discovered I love being a Mom. I love my daughter and I love how much Jarod loves being her Dad. Here is a pic. I will try to blog more but if you don't see me for awhile come look in facebook. :-)

3:45 am Confessions (or at least it was)

Blog saved by Sarah Olsen...........Thank you Sarah

I Kelly Fehrenbacher am a facebook addict. My addiction started really slow and then the access of having it run behind what you are really suppose to be doing all day made it even harder to say no. Then the way you can download all your pics and it does not take three years made it even more tough to just say no. There it is now maybe knowing my addiction will help me move on or just maybe not forget to post! Seriously if I am gone for a real long time come find me on facebook and make sure that I am at least sleeping a little :-)



Last week I had to face my addiction ...I was at work looking for a program to stop employees from facebooking at work with facebook up on the next tab. Yes it's sad but true.



I am doing great! I am a little busy at work and my sleep pattern is a little messed which might be the reason I am in my office at 3:45 in the morning! But it is so awesome what God is doing. By the way my last trip to Haiti was awesome. I love being a Mom! I am so blessed by God to be where I am at.



I think sometimes we look so much at what has not happened that we don't realize all that could have happened. I met a person last week that has been struggling their whole lives because of abuse and addiction. As we started talking we realized that some of the things that she has experience not only were close to mine but without our knowing they overlapped. As I was talking to her God whispered to me His love.



See I have been so busy trying to improve everything that I missed the awesome hand of God that has been guiding me through the things that I could not even see. We don't thank God enough. We don't give Him credit enough! We don't understand His love for us enough!



Please take time today and thank God for the things that He protected you from and brought you from that you did not even see. Thank Him today for just His love that is so vast that our minds can't wrap around it. Thank Him today for the things that you have accomplished that you took the credit for and really it is all His.



God is so beautiful! He is so awesome!

Wow

Well finally we are having a DHS appt. most likely in February! We decided to wait until February because our church mission trip will be then. We are blessed to be in leaders of our missions in our church and blessed to be able to make 2009's trip to Haiti. I would have been sad to go to Nigeria instead of Haiti. But please don't get me wrong I can't wait to go to Nigeria it just would have been hard to not go to Haiti and see Naitile.

But it's awesome to do both see Naitile and hook up Three Angels with some awesome people. Be in prayer about the team going to February and that God will lead the right ones to go. Right now there is too many interested but I know that God has a way to adjust that. I also know that people need to be open to His voice.

I am so excited because even though Naitile will not be able to stay the night with me I heard that she may be able to come and swim, eat and etc. It's funny I don't have any idea what size of clothes or what to pack. All ideas and suggestions are appreciated.

In case you were wavering I just want to let you know that God is so awesome and He has your best interest in mind. During the holiday season it's so easy to get caught up in all the events and forget the reason we celebrate. Don't forget to take time to talk to God and also during that time lead your ear because He does talk back if we only listen.

Be Blessed

Kelly Fehrenbacher (Blessed by God to be a Mom)

He is still ...........

I don't what you are facing today but I just want to say that Our God is still there. He is still our savior, the we can count on, the one who always understands, the one who comes quickly to comfort and heal, the one who we can cry our "Daddy" too, and there is nothing greater than Our God.

NOTHING!

I know many of you may be facing things that I don't understand but today I write this in situations that I don't understand either. But I know the answer and that is ...I don't know about how or why that is going on with you but I do know my God!

And even without understanding I can tell you that my God is great and bigger then anything that we don't understand. He will meet you where you are at and wrap His arms around you. He will heals all the wounds that only He is able to see. WOW even after all of that there is so much more to say. Then on top of all the good things to say about Our God then to add that He loves with a everlasting love Wow! If that doesn't make you think about how blessed we are I don't know what will.

Be Blessed today and allow God to come meet you where you are at. Know that it's ok not to know why some things happen and still be able to say that you still know you God.

I don't know about you but I serve a BIG GOD

Ok I just have to get something off my chest. First before I start I do believe in voting and I think that we should pray before we vote and vote for the right person. But I am tired of hearing that we are doomed if we don't get who we are voting for. That's right! strong Christians who always talk about a big God that can do anything unless of course Obama wins and then we are all doomed!!! Well do they not realize that they just made McCain their savior. Wake up call do you really believe that any man will save our country!??!

What about Romans 13:1 "Let every soul be subject to the governing authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and the authorities that exist are appointed by God."

I believe in a Big God that say what is impossible for Me! A God that has healed me and many others. A God that watches over my child in Haiti and sees me and never mind the fact He sees everybody else too. A God that sent His only son for me so that I could receive His on redemption. And yes I serve a God that is not going to be surprised when whoever it is becomes president.

I am not saying just go out and vote for whoever or that I am not aware of the changes that could happen in each case but just don't put your happiness and future in the hands of a man. There are people around me that are in so much fear and uproar over what man gets in office. Which really allows a man to take the place of God. Only God should be able to make us happy and show us our future. Even if times do get hard the ones that has a true relationship with God will prosper. Maybe not in the ways that the world sees but trust me they will have treasures beyond what the world can give.

Have Faith Put Your Trust In God

Oh by the way we are moving right along with the adoption forms looking forward to a DHS appointment soon